Countdown By Grace | Chua [2021]

Her father sighed, the sound heavy in the humid night air. "She worries. You’re her only daughter. She wants you to have a good life."

"I watch the fireworks reflected in your eyes..." countdown by grace chua

On the fifty-eighth day, the number read 14:00:00. The digits were curiously patient now, as if whatever count they measured required attention but not panic. Mei had been avoiding one call for months. Jian — a name she could taste like the salt from the sea — had left three years ago after an argument about a future they had never quite agreed upon. He had loved maps and constellations; she loved recipes and roots. They had parted before many of the Sundays became habitual. Mei had kept a small wooden spoon Jian had carved for her and tucked it into a drawer beside the sink, like a remnant of a language that had stopped being spoken. Her father sighed, the sound heavy in the humid night air